
Who am I?
Now many of you found me back in 2019 on Tik-Tok. you guys followed my whole…what was it? 5-6 year journey? So, for those I call my black sheep, you know me pretty well; if you like, you can check out the “What Happened?” page to get caught up on what happened to me when I left Tik-Tok and went offline. There I explain what I went through. Why I was gone for so long, and now my choice to come back and who I’ve upgraded to moving forward. (New people are welcome to read that too if you like.)
But this page right here. Is to introduce myself to the new flock, to the new little black sheep that are coming over to say hello! I’ll explain who I am, what I do for Christ, why you should ‘Listen to me’ and whatever else lol.
What does your penname / username mean?
One thing I always get asked ALOT is “What does your username mean?” And Imma honest. I love when people ask me this. Because it shows your thinking; you’re using your brain. Alot of people DON’T use they’re brain, they just kind of accept very Johnathen Johannesburg as gospel and never ask any questions, and THAT’S how people get led astray, they go off in left field somewhere. No no no.
Dear Friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.
1st John 4:1
So, with that being said. Let me answer this question for you.
- The
Yes, we start with this. listen you asked me lol! So, this is because…well it sounds awesome. The Seeing Demonologist just sound cooler then “seeing demonologist” adding The in the beginning but makes me sound like. the cool one lol, like oh yeah that’s THE seeing demonologist. she’s pretty fancy. π
2. Seeing
Why I picked this? Because I am a Seer of God. Now ALOT of people go “There are no seers in the bible.” And my good friend, there are. Samual, Gad, Nathen and even Daniel were all seers of the Bible! It is a gift of the Holy Spirit…but not as common as you might think. My eyes were opened when I was 11 year old and they have been ever since. (I’m now in my 30’s) God has shown me MANY things in the spirit realm and continues to show me things. I also get vision and dreams but…honestly it pretty rare I get those. I mostly see things…But not only did God open my eyes, but he also called me into the field of Demonology.
3. Demonologist
Here’s the fun part.
Demonology? ALOT of Christians have no idea what this means, and right away they say, “OH YOU WORSHIP DEMONS!”
No…
allow me to clear up the confusion.
Demonology is the STUDY of demons & Witchcraft. it is NOT the worship of them. that would be demonolatry. Which I will show the actual definition of both words. (Because I say this and people say, “that’s not a thing!”)


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So just to push the point home. I am the 1st one. I’m a demonologist, I STUDY not worship. And I only study what GOD tells me to.
Being a Christian demonologist is DEFINATLY a rare thing to be, because most demonologist come from the catholic church, these people usually go through The Vatican and become exorcists/demonologist certified. This is why Demonology is mostly tied to Catholics.
however, my authority comes from God, not from The Vatican. I stand on what God as taught me and I move and speak based on HIS will, not the will of a church. To make that very clear.
This is why Christian demonologists are so rare to find. Because Christian churches don’t teach demonology. in fact, they either don’t talk about it at all or scare they’re members into thinking “If we don’t talk about demons and don’t learn about them, they will go away.” or the “You’re a Christian; demons can’t touch you” This is SO FAR From the truth, and this is why ALOT of Christian get messed with spiritually and have no idea what to do. Another bible verse that comes to mind is this…
Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a lion looking for someone to devour.
1 Peter 5:8
You CANNOT face an enemy you DO NOT understand. So as a demonologist. it’s my job to teach people basic demonology (you DO NOT need to learn the advanced stuff unless YOU are called by God to do so) to help them understand and in turn prepare them for spiritual battles.
Why should you listen to me?
π€·ββοΈ Honestly, I’m not gonna sit here and say “Yep, you all should listen to me because I’m the best thing ever! Best thing since George Cloney’s underwear!” No, you don’t have to listen to me at all. BUT I encourage you to do this… Listen to what I have to say and pray about it. And if God says, “Yep that’s good advice.” take it. If God says “Nah, she missed the mark on that one.” Then don’t listen. you should ALWAYS pray about EVERYTHING you hear. With pastors, influencers, family, friends. EVEN ME! Pray about everything, look into it yourself, make SURE that what your reading/hearing is accurate, that it fits with what God says and goes with His character. NEVER just take someone’s word for it simply because they sound good or look good. God will let you know if I’m worth listening to or not! I just work here.

Why a robot persona?
The robot persona aka robosona is something that I have really grown to have as a part of me. And the reason for that being is because during my disappearance I have learned I have a very hard time not only expressing emotions but also have a hard time understanding them, this is called Alexithymia. And people that deal with…well I guess you’d call it an emotional processing issue, usually feel like robots. Which is true because I, myself have felt like a robot a lot growing up and even now as an adult. So much so I always gravitated towards robot characters like Data from Star Trek, Issiac from the Orville, Metal Sonic from Sonic the Hedgehog and many other robotic characters growing up and still do now. I have learned a lot about myself and how my brain works. I finally have a name for how I experience the world. And because of that I’ve decided to kind of embraces this robosona of mine.
I know I’m human; I’m not actually a robot (even if it feels that way) But having a robosona makes me feel a little more comfortable in my own life. So, this is why, you’ll see a lot of this robot walking around. This is how I feel and see myself on the inside. It’s not that I identify as a robot. it’s just…Idk like I found a piece of myself. My way of accepting myself I suppose.
What do I do for Christ?
My job is to help people. Whether it be through teaching them about God, being a therapist friend, giving someone advice, being a shoulder to try on. I really love this bible verse.
And whatever you do, whether in word or in deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the father through Him.
Colossians 3:17
That’s really what I do. I’m here to teach people about God, to show who Jesus really is, I’m here to teach people demonology; preparing them for spiritual battles. to educate both the Christian and the non-believer. I was built to help, and however God uses me to help you is what I’m meant to do. π€